A freaky concept called the FUTURE?!?!

LOL...I got that line frm Zac in HSM2...
Future...sounds familiar?? I think for teens like me its been giving them nightmares...
I've been thinking of what I wanna be when i grow up since in primary school.
Lets see...
I think my 1st ambition was to be a singer/actress...
But seeing that my mum strongly opposes(She says that celebrities don't really last long) so...bye bye...
Then I wanted to be an air- stewardess...
But then I don't really know how to swim and what if the plane *gulps* explodes? Or there were SNAKES on the plane? Or a crazed scientist bringing in a deadly virus and when exposed, it would turn every1 into people-eating zombies???
Again...bye...

I also thought of being a vet, because I just love animals...
BUT...why is there always a but??
But, if the bird flu thingy was active again, I'm probably the 1st to get it anyway...

I know you think I'm a real coward but HAIZ...what to do? I don't wanna die yet...
Besides, who is gonna update this blog if I'm not here?? HAHAZ...

What I'm trying to say is that I don't know what I'm gonna be next time...It's really sooo hard to choose...They say that the education now is the basics for your job but I don't really understand that concept since I think that what I'm gonna become is going to have TOTALLY NOTHING to do with my academics...Headache arh...

I wish that this was what I could do:
Taken from the Lyrics to WHO WILL I BE by Demi Lovato from Camp Rock
........How to choose?
Who to be?
Well, let's see
There’re so many choices now.
Play guitar, be a movie star.
In my head, a voice says
Why not, try everything?
Why stop, reach for any dream?
I can rock, cause it's my life.
And now's the time

Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be? ........

Wushu & Library Joint Year End Dinner

This event took place on the 30th of August

The Library n Wushu Club organised a joint dinner at Lok Thian. It was a great idea at 1st but we ALL went thru a lot of conflicts and disagreements.U noe who I'm talking about. Sry bout all the short forms...I wanna be quick...Okay...this is before the dinner itself. Our side(Wushu) didn't reli coorperate very well with the Library. U gotta noe 1 thing 1st....See who are our members and the HEAD...NO OFFENSE..but that is the truth. (Honestly is the best policy)
I hated both "heads" during that time because I was like their middle person...everything complain to me n i hv to send the message to the other side...OKAY...What im trying to say is...SOME people need to be more responsible right??

That was my complaining part...Here I'd like to thank Wendy, Ngiap Ling, Stephanie, Natasha for helping me out...ESP wendy & ngiap ling...U gals were always there for me...even tho it jz happen recently...I reali appreciate that...

I was emcee during the dinner and SOMEONE (U noe who u are)bailed out on me last minute even tho he was the one who persuaded me to be the emcee...But...Im glad he wasnt the emcee because I met a new friend - Mark...He's a nice guy...cool and yet very friendly...
I believe we all had a great time...well I KNOW I DID....I reli hope that next year can be the same too!!

Terry(He who bailed out on me) And me...After dinner...BFF!!

This is Wendy...My daughter...XD

My twin!! Ngiap Ling

This is my granddaughter a.k.a Stephanie ah lian...heheh...jk ya..^^

Dunstan Yek (Head Librarian a.k.a NYAMUK) muahahaha~~~

Edmund Yap XP

Natasha Chiam ^^

Kelvin Chai (Wushu President) So akua...heheh

Sia Chia a.k.a Fui Shen (President of FUI GangZz)

Russell Hee ~ Noobie =D

The twins!! Ah Tze Ah Hui ^^

Kevin Choong (Strawberry monitor) & Fui Shen

Kendrick See

Luv Or Hate??

I wrote this...
I guess u can call it a poem of some sort...
on the 05-25-2007 at 10:56 AM

Felt like an idiot,
A damned fool,
Never felt ever so stupid,
Feeling decived,
Being used,
Like a voodoo doll......
Is my life destined
To be like this??
Although never together,
A bond could be felt,
Too bad the memories had to fade,
For in paradise I was,
Moments together we were,
Shall I cheerish forever,
Though it's all just a dream..........