Swinburne Drama Club Dinner

It was tons of fun! Almost everyone was there including him . . . It was just a normal gathering dinner but I felt like dressing up because of him...At first I was just talking to the other drama people and he just sat there...In the end, I struck up a conversation with him on sisha because he and a few guys ordered one...I've never tried it before and I actually tried it on friday!!! OMG! I remembered that Michelle said that it was high when you try sisha but I didn't feel a thing...choked on the first breath tho...kinda inhaled a little. There was a new mouth piece and he say "送给你" and i was like..."oh...why??" He said 第一次吸这个嘛... and i laughed and said ouukayy... Then after the 1st bottle was done, he went off to sit with the other members and I sat alone for awhile...

After some time, he ordered another one and he say we (there were others) share. We said ok and when it came, we took turns...when he does it he really exhales a lot of smoke! Like a dragon! LOL...and I tried to do it too...I guess I passed for a first timer and he said 你吸这个第几次了?Then I said 第一次... He say 今天喔... So I answered 应该五六次吧... because I thought he meant how many times did I suck on that thing the 1st bottle. He thought I tried it alot of times already...Then I say 没有啦!十八年第一次啊!! He say骗人!!不相信...这么Pro... It was so funny...XD And after the 2nd puff on the 2nd bottle, I did feel light headed and a lil high...and after I said that, he kept on asking if I was OK...Then he say, cham liao, you're addicted to it already...and he also said 今晚你不会睡了...and I was like...What?!明天不会醒来学书就是你害的了... I didnt keep the mouth piece and I left it on the table and when he saw it he say 你没有收起来...I just said Oh...and I said I'll need to frame it up cz this was my first time using a shisha...and he laughed....Honestly...even though that mouth piece wasn't anything special, I felt kinda happy when he said that.....=) Even if things won't turn out the way I hope it will...I'm still gonna be happy(I hope) every time I see his smile... Hope that I can go KL with the gang end of next year...Hope that he's going too..=)

Oh, and did I mention that I took a video of him puffing smoke from his mouth? I can't stop smiling every time I watch the video. LOL...

Is it just another crush?

I don't know how to put this in words but he's the kind of guy that makes me wanna know more about him...I first saw him during the production rehearsal and I did think he was kinda cute...But I didn't even know his name... Quite a lot of things have happened since then but...I think we are still just 2 people who know each other by their faces and names but to be called as friends...Its still way too early. I really hope that he would be going this Friday and I get more chances to talk to him. But I guess in the end, I'll have to leave everything to God...

I don't know how to be sure that it's just more than a crush...but i think I'll know it when I know it. Haha...Im not really making sense right now...I just wanna see him right now. Don't ask me why. Just have the urge to. =.=lll I think I'm going crazy.

あああああああ！！！！！！！

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Remember the time I blogged about the breaking class being cancelled? And I got so pissed that I din go the following week...Then, the week after that, it was that time of the month so I didn't go. They are performing 4 the drama production and I would never have known about it if I wasn't dragged in at the last minute by Jerome to be a backup dancer 4 the production. I saw them practicing in the lobby at B block...Honestly...I was feeling a little left out. But I tried not to care and I told myself that it was a good thing because I'm helping the drama club...

Yesterday...we had practice the whole day in Swinburne and dance club was there to do their routine on stage...I have to admit that they were pretty good. And there was a girl who just joined this SDC this semester and she is a great dancer. Hew (the drama club president & former SDC member) asked Jude(my master) who was the girl and if she was new? Jude said yes and purposely said yes, she good hor? Better than somebody...(looks over to me) and I was kinda pissed so I said "YEAH, SHE'S GOOD!" Then I think Hew asked him why wasn't I in the routine, he said I HAO LIAN!!

I mean WTF?!?! They NEVER inform me if they had practice or not and now Im the one to blame? Well..I'm sorry for not being able to dance that well! I was almost in tears when I said "YEAH, SHE'S GOOD!" and I had to fumble in my bag and pretend to look for my apple! So sien...now I'm not sure if I should continue to go 4 breaking classes......Sien.

私は取り残されたと感じる...でもそれは私のせいです。。。

What to do?

Makes me wonder....

Had a chat with you, makes me wonder if what u said was true...But then even if it was true, u probably just meant it as a friend huh? Nothing more than that...I think actually I'm the pathetic one....Can't believe that I can actually BE this lame...Getting tired of all this....

Ugh...what came over me?! Probably its cause im alone in the car listening to 3mo songs....All well...All the best to the 2 of you. Pray that everything would turn out the way you want it to be...

Just a random fact, I LOVE USUI TAKUMI!!! So romantic!!!! XD (yeah yeah, lame, I know...)

Gotta go Now...TTFN!

あたしのきもち

I also duno want to write what today....everytime I am able to be online, I just run out of ideas...　I guess I miss you guys & girls too much liao...All my emotions would spill out when I see you people again....

At the least all of you are so much better than those I'm having. OMG. I'm taking nonsense. I guess im going crazy.... So many assignments and Im wasting my saturday evening blogging....not that blogging is a bad thing....but.....

Haiz....Gotta stop my habit of getting things done at the last minute....

だれか？　たせけてください！！！

Things that piss me off...

So...how do I put this in words? Thinking about it makes me angry though not as pissed as that time... On the 16th(Saturday), I messaged my master(in dance) and asked him if there was any lessons for that day. He replied yes. He sent another message asking me if I'm going at 12pm but I didn't see the message and I only replied "Sorry, no transport, maybe will go for breaking at 4pm..." at 2pm... he did not reply.

3.30pm
I asked my dad to drive me to Swinburne because there was a nail stuck in my car's tyre. When I reached, I didn't see anyone from the dance club. I went to the 6th and 8th floor but still I didn't see anyone. So, I messaged him again asking him where are you? He called and asked me to go to King Centre Da Lai. Unfortunately, I did not drive so I told him I'll wait for them at the uni. I sat down at G block and started facebooking.

4.++pm
He called again asking me if I see anyone there. I said no... and he said that Denis* cancelled the class and TYH will bring me back. & I was WTF??? If you cancel the class please TELL ME EARLIER!!!

1st time in the 18 years of my life I tiok "pang poi ki"(read in hokkien)...and my master actually asked me to forget about it. To me, something like this is not something I'd forget so easily. & he even told me that its something that is COMMON!!! WTH?!?! Please. I am a girl of my words. Once I say I'll do it, I'll do it. Even if I can't do it I'd try my best to get whatever it is done. If not, I would AT LEAST have had the courtesy to tell them I CANNOT DO IT EARLIER!!!

ZZZZ... Suddenly cancel as they like. In the end, my master was the one who apologized. Not him. He didn't even bother to do anything. I'm so disappointed. SIENZ.

I try my best to let go of this....No use getting angry at people who don't even bother. Zzzz.... Im cooling off now...GOD BLESS ME.....XD

Random Thoughts . . .

Here I am again . . .always wondering what to write every time I click the new post button. This time I think I'd actually have something to write about. It's raining here in Kuching and I guess the mood and atmosphere matches. Even the song I'm listening to fits!

Spent the whole night watching an anime named Special A. Hugh said it wasn't very nice and it was something about romance and stuff. Actually, I found it to be quite interesting. Haha. . . Most probably because my imaginations are able to run wild and free with the plot of the story. It was funny, romantic and above all fun.

Now I think I know why I love & enjoy watching anime. I guess its because the things that WILL NEVER happen in REAL life can happen when you're watching anime. Things always take an unexpected turn and seriously, some anime gals are so thickheaded they won't know that a person likes them even with a HUGE neon sign flashing at them.

Weird thing is, when I watch these kind of anime, I actually think and imagine how I'd feel if that was me. It makes me feel great sometimes. . . Other times I feel my heart throbbing as if the guy in the anime is telling me he likes me. . . yeah, I know it's lame. But it really takes away my worries and other things in life that bothers me.

I know I keep saying that "I'm single and loving it." but I think I'd actually like to be in love happily like those anime girls. Having a guy say things that you know that in reality would be lies but it makes you melt like chocolate. Things like that never happen where I live . . . and I mean where we all live generally.

It's all so hard to explain in words but I feel that the feelings I'm feeling are overflowing and if I don't tell someone I'm gonna burst. Even if no one would be reading this, I feel better already.
~ I mean, we only have one life, why waste it on frowning when smiling is always the good part of the day. For everything we do, we are only humans. ~ Russell Hee 24thmusic

Kuching Festival

Am at my aunt's home now after we went to Kuching Fest. The food there is delicious! XD So full... Haha. It wasn't raining at first but it started to drizzle as soon as we reached the fair. =.=lll

I dunno if they had it last year but I don't remember that we had games stands. Haha. . .

Oi. Russ when u coming back for Kuching Fest? =P Just teasing. Haha. I send oh jian 2 u wan?XD

Well. . . . . I better just sign off because I think I'm gonna fall asleep trying to think of what else to write. Lolz...

Eating In Life's cafe...

Here I am eating Life Cafe's noodles with Ling, Wen, ah Tung, Kelvin, & OkayHua Eng. HUA ENG wei!!! 2nd time she go outing with us...Haha... Soon she will be ONE OF US!!!

FUI!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA....*coughs*

Today we went to Spring and DID NOTHING...as usual...Haha...Okay, we did have brunch at the food court where I ordered western food and the guy forgot to make my order...Orz...waited so long...But in the end I did have my brunch...despite the long wait.

Then we went to Red Colluseum but it was full so we went to pop wave2 to sing k.(Near banquet)

It was fun!! Oh and shirley left after we went to popwave bcz her bro was going back to Aussie...anyways...we are going to MARS now. Maybe write again later. HAHA... Toodles!

Shirley & Ling's back for a week! Now, we are planning where to go and etc. just to realise that there is no where really to go in Kuching. BUT, I still love Kuching. AND...siblings are a handful when they are in the rebelious age. Damn it. If I could I'd have slapped some sense in to her but then I don't think it would work anyway.

I am hating the fact I can't play online games at home.

I am hating the fact that I can't chat online at home.

I am hating the fact that I can't facebook at home.

I am hating the fact that I can't download songs at home.

I am hating the fact that I can't update my blog whenever I want to at home.

Well...basically I just hate the fact that I DON'T HAVE INTERNET ACCESS AT HOME.

IT SUCKS!!

Why is it that whenever I have internet access, I have no idea what to write but only whenever I don't have internet access THEN do I remember what I wanted to write about.....=.=lll

Yupp...that's the case again this time so...Ta Ta For Now!!

Random thing...

Seeing my friends leave one by one,

I'm starting at realise,
Nothing lasts forever,
But...
They are coming back,
Makes me wait anxiously,
Again realising Friends...
Are REALLY the ones that will LAST FOREVER!!

Looking at the night sky,
Makes me wonder,
Whether if you're doing the same.
Sometimes I feel silly,
Sometimes I feel dilly,
Now I am just being stupid,
No way would he feel the same,
It might happen once upon a time,
But I guess this means this is reality.

LOL . . . kinda stupid poem/rhyme thingy. . . hahaz. Watching a movie that involves mafia + friendship . . . . touching. . . yet gruelsome. and also sakura petals. LOL. Not having internet at home is quite boring. Am at my aunt's house now but I gotta go home le. Always wanting to update my blog but not having internet makes it so damn hard because when i have internet access, I forget what I wanna write. Zzz... ugh. Need to wake up early again tomorrow. So...TTFN.

Will try to update asap since its the holidays...but then no one ever reads. Haha. I guess I just need somewhere to express myself these days.

Holidays. . .

I guess this is what we call humans. U'll never miss something when it's there. Gawd. When I was having exams, i was hoping that holidays would arrive faster. Who knew I'd be so bored I'm wishing I had school again??

Haiz . . . I seriously have no idea what I wanna write right now. Haha. . . I'll update next time when the feel is right. TTFN!! =P

Holidays...Just makes me think of irrelevant things and how life is too short.

Its been so long since I got to go online. I hate blogging in a cyber cafe cause the feel is just so different. Went to the Maongian Open Day today and I gotta say. Maongians ! You people have really outdone yourself this time. I am IMPRESSED! Gotta LOVE what you people did with the physics lab. Makes me wanna redecorate my room.

Left for dead nice wei. XD Just finish playing one round with Kimi & her BF. LOL. Screaming here and there. Hahaz.... I guess life's just too short to not try everything that comes on your way. Like what u said Russ... Rules are meant to be broken. Though I think that was said by somebody a long time ago... XD

All my sec school friends are all gone. Well...not all anyways but we use to be in the same class for 5 freaking years wei. Since Form 1, we made teachers cry, mad and they even gave us the silent treatment. We've all really bonded throughout the years. We've had fights, cried over stupid exam marks and we laughed, shared secrets that we never thought we would ever tell anyone. I know I would not have been able to struggle through without your help. You guys are the BEST!! I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT! MUAKS!

When you all come back, we seriously need to have a get together again! Laugh and cry like the old times. I seriously miss those days where the whole class didn't hand in the Bio workbook and all of us got 5 marks deducted. Miss not having Pn. Yeo yell at us for being noisy. Miss Pn. Tay scolding the crap out of us for "destroying" the ripple tank. Miss not going for PJ lessons. Miss eating the same old food the canteen serves. Miss hanging outside the toilet. MOST OF ALL, I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! >.<

Idiotic me.

Again, I'm in English class. . . Gawd... today's class is until 8.30pm. Now its just 7.52pm! Why the topic stated above?? Its because I actually forgot to bring my pendrive which contains my english essay which I finished typing last night till 10.30pm that was supposed to be read and checked by the lecturer!!! HOW COULD I ACTUALLY FORGET?!?!?!?! OMG! I am such a dufus!!

Zzzz...ocipala-alipuca! =.=lll I dunno what else to say liaw... Buh bye....

Never Thought I'd Say This.....

Im in Swinburne right now having class with a sheep....I have NEVER thought this sentence would come out from my mouth but, here goes... I am so not into English anymore. Well...ones that are taught by sheeps anyways. =.=lll

Oh...I'm so broke. AND i think I might be able to at least remember most of the roads in Kuching because I have been eating out recently. I mean literally. Having lots of fun but this cannot go on!! Might have to eat mee sedap for every meal soon. LOL...

AGRH....his voice is sooo irritating. Its like his voice is the sound of nails scratching a blackboard or something like that. Orz.... OMG. He stopped. Finally some peace for my EARS. Just as I finished typing that he starts he ramble away AGAIN. Im just gonna go and sulk in the corner now...

Swinburne!!!

Its been so long since I've actually logged in to my own blog, let alone update it. I'm now in the study lounge above the Multi-purpose hall (MPH) and have just read the SDC's blog. Btw, SDC = Swinburne Dance Club.

Back to where it all started. I enrolled in Swinburne as a student going for foundation in business during the march intake. Alot of ex-maongians are currently studying here too! So I still see familiar faces everyday. Haha... So...its week 4 ALREADY and I'm supposed to be above the MPH studying for the class test this Friday & Saturday or at least doing my economics homework which is due later at 3.30pm but instead.....Blogging. =.=lll

I feel like U-life is sorta in the fast lane. Everything happens so fast. But then maybe it's just me. There was a club recruitment drive a week ago. & I freakin madly joined 3 clubs!!! I'm now a member of the Swinburne Japanese Club(SJC), the Swinburne Anime & Manga Society (SAMS), & I'm also in the Swinburne Dance Club(SDC). Oh. & not to mention the Catholics group thingy they have in Swinburne. If my mum knew, she might skin me alive for joining so many clubs when I don't even have time to help with the chores at home. =P

Anyways, I've been to the 1st meeting for the SDC & it was FUN!!! We were showed various dance styles by our seniors & the guy who did belly dancing was AWESOME!!(Didn't get his name though...) I love this club already. Haha...^^
Go read!!!
http://swinburnedanceclubsdc.blogspot.com/

Now... I have nothing else to blog about so I think I'm just gonna try to do my econs......O.o Tata!!

THE MOST AWESOME 18th Birthday! EVER!! OF ALL TIMES!!!!

Okay. So, it all started out when I told my mum I wanted to celebrate my bdae. I din expect anything like this...If I could have a party like wen's 17th enuf liaw. Then we going KL, mum say go KL, no more Bdae. Okokloh. A bit beh kam guan. But mum say wait 21 lo.
9.01.10
10.12am ~ Wen, Ling, Steph, Yung, Irene, Natasha came to my house. Wen tld me that she's wants to bring me somewhere. I had a feeling it was to celebrate my bdae 4 me. Thn, went 4 shirley. Headed to spring. They bought me a dress(jz like what we did 4 wen...).Thn, a pair of shoes jz to match the dress!!! After that, we went to style our hair. Wen said the girls(us) dun reli 'zheng sui sui' except 4 dinners so this time muz go 'zheng'. She told me that her aunt had a coupon of some sort & was gonna expire soon,her aunt duno hw to use, so wen said celebrate my bdae lo...Well, that was what I THOUGHT WAS TRUE...=.=lll Okloh...

They even blind-folded me in the car.Helped me up the stairs so I din fell. They said the blind fold was to gv me a surprise cz they decorated the place.
Thn!!!! soft music was played & I felt tears coming already. Ling said I could take the blind fold off. THEN!!!! EVERYBODY WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Though I had a feeling that there wasn't only jz us gals, I thought I was jz being silly, or whatever U'd call it. But, it was!! Then my eyes, auto leakage. lllorz 18 liao, cry in front of family!! Sia Soi!!! Zzzz...But, reli gandong lo. God, even now tears are welling up...

Because of this, all of my frens became pro liars. Terry said he was going to a relative's wedding at uh...22nd mile!!! I din even realised that til wen said it, & I thought I heard his voice from the speakers! He was the emcee!!! OMG!!!
Then Wen lo...Ling lo...Natasha lo...Shirley lo...Stephanie lo... Sia Chia lo...Alan lo...Brahma lo...Amarprit lo...Russell lo...Ah Choong lo...Ting Yang lo...SAMANTHA lo...Ah Yung lo...Hugh lo...Danny lo...Irene lo...George lo...Charles lo..Tze How lo...Yong Yao lo...Brendan lo...Gerald lo...Kelvin Chai lo...Kendrick lo...Nicholas lo...(if you tld me I'd be writing this name 5 yrs ago, I'd be laughing my head off but, here goes...)Ping Chen lo...Xiao Jiu mu+Xuan Xuan+Ah Yan lo...Xiao Yi Yi + Yi Zhang lo...both Grandpa + Grandma loh,Aunty Irene+Uncle Peter+Paul Lam lo...Aunty Mary +Sons lo...Aunty Alice+Uncle David+Nigel+Nigel's brother(Oops...4gt his name...)lo...my Mum+Dad+Sis lo.
ALL ARE BIG FAT LIARS!!!! >.<

I HATE YOU ALL BUT I JUST LOVE U TOO!!! WHAT TO DO LEH???? DAIKIRAI!DAISKI! This is by far the BEST PARTY EVER IN HISTORY FOR ALL TIMES!!! HUGS & SLOPPY WET KISSES FROM ME!! LET US NEVER FORGET THIS DAY & THAT WE'VE MET BECAUSE OF FATE & GOD'S ARRANGEMENT. THANK THE LORD FOR BLESSING ME WITH FRIENDS & FAMILY THAT LOVES ME THIS MUCH!!! THANK YOU LORD JESUS!HOLY SPIRIT,MOTHER MARY,ALL THE ANGELS & SAINTS,& GOD MY LORD!!!!

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I LOVE YOU & WE'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS FOREVER! I'LL NEVER FORGET ALL OF YOU & I HOPE & PRAY THAT I'LL STAY IMMORTAL IN UR HEARTS TOO!!!

TO MY FAMILY: THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT U'VE DONE FOR ME! LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS!!!!THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL NIGHT!!!

XOXO, Angelina Yong Sze Hui.
Muakss~~~