Thursday, October 30, 2008

FREEDOM!!!!

Supposed to type this yesterday, but didn't feel like it because i was lazy.Spent 5 hours or so watching 1o eps of Jia Hao Yue Yuan....Seriously, the movie soooo soooo SOOOO touching arr...
W.O.W Really dunno how many times I cried already....Lost count lerh...

MUAHAHAHAHA...
I CANT BELIEVE THAT EXAMS ARE OVER!!! Talk about a change of topic...
OMG...Form 4 is going to be officially over after um...5~6 days?? I don't know...I don't care...
I remembered 2 weeks ago, I dreaded for the 2 freaking stinking dumbest weeks of the month pass by...But now, I'm not really sure what I want.

I finished my exams, Its the holidays, I'm going to Damai, Guzheng exam soon, and After my Bday, I'm learning how to drive(That is if I don't smash my car[& by my car, I mean my parents' car...XD] into something.) When I finished my add maths paper , I walked down the stairs, wondering if all of it was just a dream. Did I really go through that 2 weeks?? Or was it just another nightmare waiting to haunt me in my life? Then I realized...I really DID finished my exams and I went through my 1st year as a senior. I really cannot believe that one year, this year is going to end soon. It was as if I was still holding my PMR slip and BAM! END of form 4!!

If you told me that I'm going to say I miss form 4 when I was in form 1, I would probably say:" Yea right, in a million years maybe!!" And then laugh in your face but I think I really am going to miss form 4...A lot of things happened this year, not as serious as those things that happened in Form 1 but still...I'm never gonna forget them. My friends, family, school(not so much though>.<) and most importantly, God. For letting me be here, telling you (whoever is reading)this...
"Time and tide waits for no man" Time really flies...and even if you had ALL the riches in the world, you can't buy back time. So I say, Appreciate who and what you've got now(But that doesn't mean that I can't dream of having an i pod or a new hand phone right?Haha...). There's no telling bout tomorrow...So I think I'll just enjoy my coming holidays...for now...and stop worrying about the future. It will come naturally...I guess.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Last few days of Misery

Today feels like crap...even I noe how to answer my BM & English Paper 2.
Because...that stinkin freak gave back our MORAL papers...I would not even say what I got...It sucks that's all. Apart from that, everything was fine...except maybe where she said Why always ****? Didn't learn hia? and when she just suddenly like beh song me lidat...I mean WTH?? All I did was ask them to see da paper...SWT much.
I spent 2 periods sleeping because the English paper was given 2.45 hours!!! FOR SOME A,B,C,Ds???zzzz
Oh well i gtg...dad's hme. he is gonna KILL me.
Countdown To FREEDOM...(well, actually till exams are done...still got another week of school)
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Friday, October 24, 2008

Talking crap...

Back from watching HSM3 long time ago but was watching Jia Hao Yue Yuan. Before I say anything about HSM3, I wanna introduce jia hao yue yuan 1st. It's very touching...I've only watched till episode 5 but I already lost count on how many times I cried...Its in cantonese, I dunno where to start so I'll just ask whoever is reading this go and watch this GREAT movie!!!

Okay...HSM3...Great! Amazing! Stupendous! OR...as Sharpay would say, FABULOUS! There's a lot of singing(It isn't called High School MUSICAL for nothing) and some really good choreography!! Oh ya, did I mention that, they all did another stage show...SENIOR YEAR. It was really cool. No more spoilers..heh heh...wanna know the whole story, go watch it!! In cinemas near you...(lol...now I'm advertising for them cinemas XD)

Okay...back to my world...reality...Today, I told my mum that my team captain and coach said that if I don't keep up, next year I'm gonna be playing backup. My mum did not even ask why and she just said very good.It was like what I said was / is music to her ears...She said better if I don't play at all...I sooo feel like Troy right now(except that he is a guy) but his dad wants him to PLAY BBALL only and no stage shows or singing...which is my OPPOSITE(except the singing part and the stage shows...)AGRH!!! Stupid!! (Not scolding my mum...just wanted to say that.)

Today had Chinese and moral exam...I think I'm gonna flunk my moral...again...4 more stinking exam days to go...*I'm counting seconds until next holidays...Listen, one, two, three, four, fiiive, six, seven, eight, nine, I can't wait until its time...one two three four goodbye*

Last paper is add maths...Pray that I won't fail this time...Tuesday is Chemistry...Monday is BM paper 2 & English paper 2....I think sejarah is on wednesday,EST too(in the afternoon)...cause friday we finish exam...

COUNTDOWN TILL FREEDOM
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*Modified version of Demi's goodbye song ~ 1,2,3 goodbye for camp rock casts and crew.

EXAM...break

Wee~~~
Was looking forward to this day 2 weeks ago...to be exact, 1 week and 6 days.
Today is the premiere of....*drum roll* yess you guessed it...(Even if you didn't, I was gonna tell you anyway...XD) HSM3!!!
I'm just waiting for my dad to pick me & my mum up to go pick my sister and then...HSM3 here we come!!!
My aunt got free tickets for the premiere...I'm soo excited!!
Can't wait to see their prom night.(Troy & Gabriella's of course)
My dad's not going though, he needs to send sme1 to the airport...
Too bad...hehe..okie...i gtg.
Maybe will give teasers after I watch movie...IF i feel like it XD...
Toodles

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Tired...

Haiz...Its just the 2nd day of exams and I'm oledi that tired...
Maybe it's also coz its "that time of the month"...Reli sienz...
WHY??? WHY?!?!?! WHY do we need exams?
People just use that as a weapon to hurt others...
For instance, SOME parents use it to brag...and the victims are usually the child/children of the parents who were compared with...I mean...U know what I mean??

Example:
Parent A & Parent B talking. Parents A brags about son's / daughter's grades. Parent B's child/ daughter's grades not so good.After the parents talk, parent B go home, lecture child/children.
bo su bo su tiok meh...(hokkien) It means Get scolded without reason. Just because Parent A decided to brag...ZzZzZzZzZzZz...

Example 2:
Students tend to look down on others.I have a live example in my class. Name's ***************. Censored so that i won't HURT his feelings.(Not that I care anyways.I noe he doesn't!)
Everytime he gets better grades, his nose suddenly appears on top of his head!!
SOOO ARROGANT! SOOO....AGRH!!!! Just by looking at his face already wanna punch him liao...U say leh??

HATE EXAMS!!!

Haiz...gotta go...although tomorrow is English paper 1 & EST, I gotta study for Physics & Moral...
This SUX!!! BUT after next week, I'll be going to Damai, YCS camp & do all other fun stuff so I gotta hang in there!! GOD, S.M.S(Save My Soul)
Chaoz~~

Monday, October 20, 2008

Misunderstanding...

Okay...people have been telling me that he doesn't mean anything bad...Telling me to go read his BLOG...that he doesn't hate me.
So...I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS...
BUT I DID IT. I read his blog edi...SWT much...haven't been updated for ages...Hate have to read blogs in Chinese though...words kinda small.

OK...I don't know if you really meant what you said about the not hating me part...but hey, no harm in believing you. Lately I find you to be not as annoying as last time(and by that I meant when we were in form 1). The way you talk STILL annoy me sometimes but since you're not looking for trouble with me anymore, I tend to just ignore you. Attitude wise, you are still OK.

I think I MIGHT call it a truce...seeing that you are so troubled by me. I guess you were right when you said 时机未成熟...I guess the real reason why I'm saying that we are even is because Ben gave us all a lecture at gathering one Friday. He was so emotional. He kept repeating about the LOVE OF GOD...He said, if when we go church and say "I love you, God/Jesus" and the moment we step out of church, we start to hate people, especially our enemies, then what you said in church was A BIG FAT LIE!!!

So...I forgive you...I think...For being such a jerk in form 1...Remember the time when you said you did a better job than me as class monitor?? You were so stuck up I almost punched your face!!! And the time when you said that what I wrote about you was lame in the English poem and yet you were the one who did not give any ideas during discussion and I was the 1 who did all the work?? GOOD TIMES HUH? (YEAH RIGHT! NOT!) which you are not anymore, now in form 4!!!

Well, that was....nice...one more less enemy. Let's just hope he would actually dare to read my blog...that is if he knows that I have a blog...

Toodles!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

N.O.T.H.I.N.G

I really dunno why I'm blogging right now...
I've got a major headache...even though I slept like a pig till 2pm just now...
My vision is sorta blurring as I type and I still wanna go on...
because...
I HATE EXAMS!!!
I dun understand why do we freakin study our butts off
For something that probably WOULD NOT be of any help in the future(For me that is...)
Oh boy...nw I feel like barfing...I dunno why...
*resting eyes*
Sorry for pausing...the whole room was spinning...
AGRH!!!!
Did I mention that I HATE EXAMS?!?!
Dang it...My little brain can't take in anymore info bout exams...
It's gonna explode...Even if it doesn't, I think I'm going CRAZY!!!
Well...look at me now!
I'm talking(typing) crazy already!
Oh God help me!!! S.O.S
I think I better go now...
Before I say/type anything stupid or crazy or idiotic or...well you get the idea...
Okay...last sentence...
I FREAKING DISLIKE x INFINITY HATE EXAMS!!!!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Updates...

Sowee for not really updating recently...I've got a dinner and some other things to say...jz that I don't have the time...Hope those who are actually reading my blog would be patient...I promise that I would blog everyday during holidays...

Okay...juz a short update...VELI tired...my eyelids are closing as I type.
I saw a freaking huge LIZARD near my bed juz nw and now I don't dare to sleep in my bed.
So, I've decided to sleep in my parent's bedroom on the floor.
Let's just hope that my mum doesn't step on me when she wakes up.

Just thought about this~Another poem like thingy:

I see you,
But do you?
Saw you again,
Thought U saw me too,
I was so wrong.
We chatted on MSN,
But sad to say,
You never knew I exsisted.

Am I a creep?
With me telling
All the things 'bout U,
& yet u dunno me?

The universe is sooo cruel...
It leads me to you,
then it leaves me in a glass room,
Where you're just a piece of a glass away...

I was just a bit sleepy + crazy + not really me there...
So don't mind me...
Just go to sleep...
See what I mean??
OKAY...
I'd better get some shut eye now...
I practically need to use toothpicks to keep my eyes open now.
Updates soon!!