Luv Or Hate??

I wrote this...
I guess u can call it a poem of some sort...
on the 05-25-2007 at 10:56 AM

Felt like an idiot,
A damned fool,
Never felt ever so stupid,
Feeling decived,
Being used,
Like a voodoo doll......
Is my life destined
To be like this??
Although never together,
A bond could be felt,
Too bad the memories had to fade,
For in paradise I was,
Moments together we were,
Shall I cheerish forever,
Though it's all just a dream..........